New life

Can someone really define what life means? Might be can, but everyone's definition would be completely different from each other. One would say having someone in life means new life.

dream
For some being great in career is new life. In my sense the definition is also different. I think getting back and finding his or her passion is new life . Because most of us spent their whole life in a big lie; doing a job for what he or she does not have any craze or living a life which does not give any spark in their life. The moment you find your passion for something that is the time when your new life get started. Now ,lets talk about getting back . From ancient time  suicide is a common fact people kept doing . The reason could be anything but mostly that was break up . Now ,my question is does it really necessary ? in second thought, who m i to throw a question like that. I never lead that life neither i experienced their battle. He or she was completely alone when they were dealing with it . Might be family members , friends or relatives were there but their mind , which was entirely messed up and fighting against that cruel moment , was all alone . So ,i have no right to question neither i can advice ,all i can do is to share my own story . 

Sunset:felling low


I was 20 . That time so many things were happening . Also Came across to a moment when i was thinking my life has no meaning, i am totally useless and should end up my life. I would not lie about trying ,i did cut my hand . somehow i survived . after that also i din't recover . That feeling of being useless person was still on my mind. And then someone came into my life . I fell in love , found the meaning of my life. He left , i was shattered and broken. That time i was feeling like no pain could be more than this. And instantly i realized is it really so? Before he came to my life i was also in pain , and that time i was saying the same like having the greatest pain . Now exactly saying the same. That means pain does come but does not stay for longer . It does give you heart attack but not death . I got back from those . Whenever i spent some good time with friends or family i think what if i ended up my life back then, could i ever be able to spend this precious moments and enjoy this life. Never......

sunrise:new hope

Its absolutely fine to feel low . You are not in race  so being late in finding your track is completely  okkk.